• I have been sick. The first part of the sick is going away, and I feel like I’m developing the sick, 2.0. throat is better. But I feel nauseous and on the verge of vomiting all day long. And super weak. See, it’s times like these when I think, there is no fricking way, no matter how much I prayed, or etc, that I would be ok being pregnant. Freaking nausea wipes me out. I can’t work or sleep. I would be the worst academic ever, yes, I’ll gp up fro tenure around age 50. taking you know, 9 months pre and like 2 years post off per pregnancy. Plus my future husband would have to be a saint. Yah right on that.
• I had the scariest thought, while sick in bed yesterday. What if being sick means never getting married and that I can’t take care of kids.
• I havent read blogs in a bajillion years. I miss Katie and PhDMe. Somehow they got to the double digits and I wanted to catch up all at once and they along with some others have been neglected. I’m sorry ladies.
• OMG. in getting those links I see that I have missed a lot. Oh dear. I am thinking and praying for both you ladies.
• It’s cold here. Grad school is hard. Theory is hard. Maybe I’m not cut out for this.
• Parents need friends. And I’m too sick and busy to know what to do.
• I think I do here less b/c of facebook. It’s easier and faster. But I do miss the blogging and community, as jo(e) mentioned on twitter the other day. I never realized how much time grad school plus sick people plus trying to write papers would prevent me from blogging.
• Nausea is horrible. I’m sorry I’m so whiny.
• I like someone but am worried. What’s new.
• Worst, being sick totally has made be behind in work, but also, ruined the weekend I was so excitedly waiting for. Freakin germs.